Around 1,000 cals already today.
I'm so bloated. I didn't throw it up though... I'm making myself suffer through it.
I will not throw up.
I won't... Even though I want to more than anything.
I'm going to the gym tonight and not stopping until I burn off 1,000 calories.
I'm not eating anything else today either.
Fuck I'm a moron.
Tomorrow I will do better.
Tomorrow I will plan and execute and not let steamed rice win.
I feel disgusting.
I am also afraid my fiance will find my blog....its a scary thought!
ReplyDeleteStay strong girly, im sure you'll burn those cals like its nothing =)
ReplyDeleteBetter luck 2moz, remember 2moz is always a new day.
xx
Its okay hun, your body will probably burn them off super quick since its not used to the number.
ReplyDeleteThanks for your comment too :]
XOXO Sophia Ruins <3