Friday, November 25, 2011

Hating myself

It's time again.

To give in.

Struggling with an ED... I don't think it ever goes away. I try repeatedly to be normal. To stop struggling. To eat like a normal person.

Doesn't work.

It just makes me even unhappier. I've gained. Not terrible, and totally losable.

And it's time to do it.

I want to stop hating myself.