I dont know what makes me this way, but I have a feeling my current weight isn't helping...I stepped on the scale today and saw one of the biggest numbers I've seen in a long time.
I have GOT to get this shit under control. Twenty pounds or so under control.
It's so disappointing and I know I have such a long way to go - it's disheartening.
So the plan: starve for a week and then re weigh. Today was good. I ate ok and I have groceries in the house to help me get through this week.
I'm tired of feeling this way and hating my body. I don't want to have what I had before. I want to be sexy. I want to be happy.