High and drunk and just fucked my boyfriend. Like a fucking porno...I don't know what comes over me when I'm like this but my sex drive is out of control... Probably because I'm not thinking about how fat I am for once...
I love him. I wish I didn't. He's such a piece of shit. But I love him.
Bird texted me. It's been so long I had given up on him. But he did. 4:45am. Some punctuation.
I told myself I wouldn't text back but I'm thrilled he still wants me. Or at least thinks he wants me.
Maybe if I ever man up enough to leave this asshole, I'll have someone who can at least take me on a date and spend some money on me before I fuck them.
I'm over all this shit, yo.
It's almost time to fly solo.