Losing but not fast enough

Yesterday:
B: Addy and a workout: burned 400 cals.
L: Egg whites, whole grain bread, little potato, naked juice: 400 cals.
D: Random shit. - mia'd.
Total: who knows.

This morning I'm back down a pound... It's still not low enough and when I see the actual number every morning it's hard to be happy about my 5 pound weight loss in less than a week, because I still have SO far to go.

And I want to be there NOW.

I want to lose about 7 pounds by the end of the month... I know I can. I just need to stay calm and not eat.

Auuugh I need to clean my house and I have zeroooo motivation.

Maybe an addy this morning?

Oh and for those who were asking... I buy them off the black market. Ha ha! From a girl I used to work with... Her boyfriend is a pill pusher.

Think thin, ladies!

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Fucking sandwich

I ate a sandwich last night when I got off work and now this morning I gained!?

From one fucking sandwich, I'm up a pound. I was down a pound yesterday and now I'm right back up.

Lesson learned.

Today and tomorrow, the menu is addy and naked juice. ONLY. And a decent workout.

I'll get down to where I want to be if it kills me.

Saturday morning will show me a lighter number, and I will NOT gain it back.

No more "normal" meals.

Cold weather and slight plateau

My motivation is always lower when it's cold, and today it is freeeezing. I always want to eat and eat and eat on cold days, and I know it's because my body wants more fat to stay warm.

Sorry body. I don't agree.

Haven't lost anything since yesterday, but I weighed in pre-BM, and I didn't gain an ounce, so I'm not too concerned... I just need to stay super motivated today and not eat anything overboard... My body will start releasing the weight again...

I've had a salad with chicken for 250 cals so far today, and I'm planning an apple while at work (and NOTHING else!) and then some tea when I get home to warm me up and keep me satisfied and not eating.

Tomorrow I plan to take an addy, get a workout in first thing in the morning and then consume very little food... Like possibly only a naked juice all day. I've been going light on the addy lately, and it's been easy, so I know I can do without them if I really want to.

Well, off to get a shower and warm up my bones.

Think thin, ladies.

Losing and feeling motivated

I've been doing reeeeally well.

I went out for New year, overdid it a bit, but recovered...

Yesterday I decided to have a higher intake day simply because I know my body and my metabolism has a tendency to slow a bit after not eating much for several days... I was scared to weigh in this morning, but I was actually DOWN half a pound.

Thank GOD.

I'm staying SO motivated. I took the brother to the lake today and we jogged around it and did some resistance and balance exercises as well. Burned a lot of calories, and my arms HURT. But the pain feels great...

I want to feel skinny and fit at the end of this month when the hubby and I go on our weekend. And I have a long way to go... I'd like to lose at least 7 by then. I know I can... It's only a matter if determination.

Today I would LIKE to not eat anything, but we'll see how it goes. I have to cook dinner later so I may have to... I also have some edamame in the freezer so I may just stick to that.

Tues thru Sat I have decided to be suuuper dedicated while I'm at work... It might be rough, but I'm on such a high right now. The weight is dropping off, and I'm so excited to see it go. I bought soups, naked juices, and veggies and fruit and I'm going to stick to it!

I'm going to ride this motivation balloon into the sky.

Thank thin, ladies.