Consumed 300 cals today, and it's 9pm. My goal is to not eat annnymore today.
I did a crazy cardio video this morning, and 300 jumping jacks to account for no workout yesterday.
In other news, my job sucks lately... I'm so over it. I told my boss yesterday I wanted to give up my promotion... Yes, I told him I wanted a demotion.
Crazy? Maybe, but whatever... I've never claimed that I'm not crazy.
I openly admit it.
I just can't handle the complete pile of bullshit that they want me to trudge through anymore... If I were wanting to stay on in the company, I would have dealt with it, but I do NOT... I'm moving in 7 months, and I hate, hate, HATE how they're all acting lately. And I can't NOT be involved and still maintain my job, SO there you have it.
Man I want to smoke after just THINKING about that hell-hole.
Speaking of smoking, I REALLY wish I could be one of those girls who can smoke and not get the immediate urge to pig the fuck out... You know?
I wish I was an intellectual type from 70's London who could smoke and discuss politics and paint and sip black coffee.
Instead of a fat cow who pigs out on Cheetos and snack cakes.
Which is why I'm staying AWAY from weed lately... Until I can channel a muse.
Speaking of muses, here is some thinspo... A little black and white... My favorite.