Ladies, I have been doing SO BAD lately... I've totally gained.
I'm not going to make excuses... Sometimes I just don't have ANY self-control.
And the past 2 weeks have been like that... I keep telling myself I'll make it up... That I'll regain self control. That I'll get back on track. And then I lose self-control... Until I get so SICK of myself that I can't stand myself. And then I don't eat ANYTHING and I throw EVERYTHING up, and I lose again.
I feel so disgusted with myself.
But I can't go back... Only forward.
B: Chicken, asparagus, rice, and a steamed egg roll at a noodle shop in town.
And that's all. Time to get my ass back in gear so I don't have to hate myself so much anymore.
I love you ladies, don't be ashamed of me.