Sunday, August 22, 2010


Fail, fail, fail.

Why when I get confident that I can stop eating, do I EAT and EAT!?!?

B&P twice today.

My throat is swollen on the inside.

I may have to purge tomorrow's dinner at K's house if the scale deems it necessary tomorrow morning.

Fuck me, I hate myself.


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  2. Poor thing :(

    Oh well, now that it's all out of your system, possibly time to make a fresh start?

    You are stronger than you think.

    Xx. Lillie

    (I deleted the last comment because there was a spelling mistake, and spelling mistakes annoy me :)

  3. I know what you mean about getting confident. You think, OK I got this. The numbers are good. Then you think you can eat and realize you can't the next time you get on the scale. Hmffff!!!