SO, 425!!! Woo hoo!
Didn't go to the gym today though, because when I got off work I was beeeat, and the Plan B is kicking my ass right now... I feel like shit, for real.
Work was rough tonight... I was feeling bad, everything was bothering me... I was an emotional wreck... I just wanted to pig out on everything... I kept hugging people! Ha ha!
And Chevy was back from his few days off, and I didn't realize how much I missed him! Work is totally different without him. Especially since Fitzy is in Vegas right now, so no one cool is left except Cougar, and she was in a car wreck, so SHE's been gone... SO yeah work has sucked lately...
And I really missed Chevy.
I think he likes me...
Like, a lot.
Like too much...
I mean, hello, I'm engaged. And living with my man. And happy with my relationship.
But sometimes, it's totally tempting to flirt my ass off with him... He and DB were standing in the back talking about my ass tonight, and I was just like... Damn. I mean DB is an asshole and leaving the job in a week anyway, but Chevy talking about me like that hasn't happened, and it was... I don't know...
If I admitted it to myself, I would totally be ALL over him if I wasn't with my F.
And Chevy's getting really touchy lately... And that is HARDDD on me.
He came up to me when I got to work tonight and hugged me and kissed the top of my head... All, "Hey, sweetheart." And then he came over to me before we got busy and he hugged me and picked me up and kind of swirled me around.
And stupid Cougar was like, "What's going on with you two?" She was just being dumb, but it stopped me for a second... And Chevy was like, "Nothing. I mean, it is possible for two people of the opposite sex to have a platonic relationship."
But knowing Chevy... And hearing his words... I know he wasn't being 100% sincere.
He touches me as much as he can... And just the way he looks at me, I know he likes me... And I know he's in the mindset in life right now where he's looking for love... And it's SO hard not to flirt and flirt and flirt... It's hard not to pursue...
But, I AM SO HAPPY WITH MY FIANCE!!!
I can't express that enough... It's just the newness of Chevy, the not-supposed-to-be-doing-it excitement, and his attractiveness and suave nature...
Fuckin' Chevy. I know you're totally not for me... Stop hitting on me so damn much... I'm cuddly by nature, and you don't know what you're doing...
OR maybe he does.
If I broke it off with the F, he would be asking me out in a millisecond.
I'm going to bed... Don't expect an update this weekend because I'll be with the bestie!
Good luck, girlies! And wish me luck with the social eating!