Meh

I don’t think throwing up dinner and drinking a kombucha instead is the best coping skill, but the past two nights it’s been the remedy. 

I’ve been working a million hours, and it’s good because I’m so broke but bad because I’m so tired. I’m also sick right now.

Throwing up one meal a day feels reasonable compared to what I was doing before, and that’s a crazy thought. 

Whenever I feel overly fully, even if it’s the only meal I ate all day, my body tells me to purge it. My body says it’s too much and I’m too fat and to get rid of it. 

I’m tired.