It’s like the day my period starts, I can ignore the entire existence of food. But the week before that, I can’t ignore the urge to binge.
Idk wtf to do about that... it’s the most annoying and disheartening cycle to lose weight over the course of 3 weeks, and then in one, get this “fuck it” mentality and gain most of it back.
Like FUCK me.
Definitely feeling like it’s easy not to eat the past couple days... I have been having a strong ass coffee in the morning and working all day with maybe a snack or two. Some nights I have dinner, and some nights I just avoid it.
I’m done with all the planning. I’m done with a higher allotment. I’m done with breaking my own rules. I’m done with doing this journey alone.
I realize I might be the oldest, most disordered bitch on the planet. I don’t care. Give me all the tips, notes, hacks, and inspiration. I need it all.
I NEED to be thin.
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