Thursday, August 15, 2013

Wasted

I'm drunk. 

High and drunk and just fucked my boyfriend. Like a fucking porno...I don't know what comes over me when I'm like this but my sex drive is out of control... Probably because I'm not thinking about how fat I am for once...

I love him. I wish I didn't. He's such a piece of shit. But I love him. 

Bird texted me. It's been so long I had given up on him. But he did. 4:45am. Some punctuation. 

I told myself I wouldn't text back but I'm thrilled he still wants me. Or at least thinks he wants me. 

Maybe if I ever man up enough to leave this asshole, I'll have someone who can at least take me on a date and spend some money on me before I fuck them. 

I'm over all this shit, yo. 

It's almost time to fly solo. 

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