I went out after work with Gerard. We talked about Bird. He tells me Bird was blabbing about how hot I am... I know to try to keep Gerard away from me.
Bird begs me Friday to come out with him alone. I can't. Not possible. I have a boyfriend... He drunk texts me later, saying he wants to marry me. I only talk for a few mins and abruptly end the convo.
Saturday I don't see him, and when he texts me I don't reply.
I plan on the same today.
Gerard warned me. I ignored it. He warned me again the other night, and I know if I ignore it this time, I'd really be fucking up.
It's hard. I thought about Bird a lot last night, but this attachment is not good or healthy and I honestly just need it to stop...