Monday, August 20, 2012

Ugh

I've taken a lot of liberties lately... Deleting anything I don't like... Pictures off his phone and lap top... Phone numbers, Facebook friends. I need to stop. But I feel justified...

The past needs to stay in the past. And honestly I feel like he's so desperate to move on and keep me he wont say anything.

I'm trying not to have double standards, but it's difficult... I know I need to let go of Bird... He's only going to cause problems... But the attention is so nice, and it makes me feel like I have a cure for my boredom and awful moods. Like I'm sexy and likable and worth paying attention to.

Plus now were friends, and that complicates it even more.

I hope when I get home I'm in a better mood today.

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