Sunday, September 11, 2011
I stepped on a scale this weekend that was not my own.
It said I weighed TEN pounds more than my scale at home.
W. T. F.
I don't know what to think.
Obviously I was fully dressed (shoes and all) and it was not early morning or anything, but still... TEN!?
Now I have no idea what I really weigh... Now I'm scared my weight really is that awful disgusting high number... Now I want a new scale.
And now I feel the need. The need to lose, lose, lose, lose, until there's barely anything left of me.
Tomorrow I'm starting a juice fast for 5 days. And going to the gym every single day of it.
I will be underweight. I will let ana take over.
And I will get a third weight opinion ASAP.
EDIT: I ordered a new scale.