Thursday, August 11, 2011
Weight loss and awakening
Down another pound this morning... The August plan is working, and I'm estimating that I could be to my goal my the end of the month EASY.
110 pounds would be so amazing.
I've lost a few pounds over the past week and I've got to say even those 5 or 6 make my body look different. My stomach is a bit flatter, my ribs show a bit more, hip bones are reappearing, and collarbones are popping out a bit more.
It makes me feel so RELIEVED.
I basically got married last year at my lowest weight ever (112lbs on wedding day - my dress was too big.) And then went away on my honeymoon and though I TRIED to eat well, the drinking got to me and I weighed 117lbs when I got home.
Then life got a bit messed up, flipped upside down and messy. We moved, we've struggled with jobs (I'm on my 4th one since Jan 1st.) and my eating got away from me. I lost control of EVERYTHING.
I gained and settled at 123lbs. Disgusting. Where was 112? Where was the 2 pounds away from the ultimate goal weight? Gone. Eleven pounds gone.
Now I'm closer. I'm regaining my strength. My control.
In 2 pounds I'll be the lowest I've been in over a year.
Then 110 is just around the corner.
I'm excited. Honestly, nothing will stop me now. I'm ready for 110. I'm tired of being fat.
Think thin, ladies.
Oh, and PS... Don't worry about me hanging out with Hypno-guy. I woke up this morning and the first thought in my head was, "What the fuck is wrong with you Cally!?"
I think sometimes not eating makes my brain fuzzy and my decision-making receptors clogged.