Thursday, August 25, 2011
My weight is the SAME this morning. Same exact number...
The end of the month is approaching fast, and I don't WANT to weigh what I weigh now. I don't WANT to plateau and I don't WANT to have to cut back calories more and work out more to lose this weight. And I don't WANT to have to jumpstart my metabolism and do all kinds of fucking tricks to lose weight.
My body should know it's fat and needs to lose weight.
B: Apple - 60 cals
L: Salad - 150 cals
D: Beef and loads of veggies - 250 cals
Total: 460 cals
Hustled around work for HOURS.
WTF, mate? I should have lost something this week, and the fact that it's Thursday and I didn't with DAYS of low calories means I have to work double time.
I've stalled like this before, and I just had to wait it out. AND I've stalled like this before and had to up my game. So what is it this time?
I'm not going to weigh in again until Saturday morning. I was supposed to go to my parent's house this weekend, but I have to work on Saturday, so I'm not going down until that evening and then only staying one night.
Thank GOD. I can't be around all their food right now... No thank you.
SO, I'm thinking Friday I may fast and see if that helps... The hubby is going down early on Friday and helping my parents move my grandmother. He's staying the night there, and I'm staying the night here alone. Then Saturday I'm joining them.
I'm getting about 4 Adderall from a girl I work with, and if I take one at work Friday, I'll be able to resist and then go to bed at a normal hour still and have fasted all day... And the hubby won't see me all cracked out and want to know what's wrong with me.
Then I'll weigh in nice and early Saturday and see if I'm losing again yet.
This plateau is annoying me.
I'll beat it though. I swear.
Gym today after work.
Only one meal with the hubby.
Loads of water and diet pills.
Please, body. Get rid of this fucking fat.