Saturday, April 3, 2010

Home alone

B&P... Whenever I'm home alone, I go crazy...

It's not pretty.

I need to get myself under control.

FUCK, man.

I hate this.

Why? Why do I ALWAYS do this?

I'm a failure in so many ways.

And this is not a pity party statement.

This is the truth.

Countdown to summer, and I'm fat, pale, and not toned at all.

Why isn't 115lbs good enough anymore?

2 comments:

  1. I hope things get better for u babe.

    Just remember ur not alone, we all keep repeating this miserable fucking cycle and just like u, dont understand why we cant stop it.

    Ur not a failure, just human.

    2moz will be better. =)

    xx

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  2. 115lbs - Because nothing will ever be good enough.. we see through tainted eyes. I really hope that you are able to break the P&B... it is such a draining cycle to get stuck in.
    The pale, and untonedness can be fixed rather rapidly. Keep your chin up, and keep going hun. Youre only a failure if you give up..
    Thank you so much for your support, it means more than words can say.
    xo

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