Mia took over yesterday and today... It's 2am, and I'm determined to knock it off tomorrow.
I can't keep down this road.
I'll kill myself.
I took too many laxatives and had to stay home from work today... I had a BM about every 2 hours from 6:30am until around 3pm. Plus I was an emotional wreck and hating myself, so it was the best option.
And to top it off, I made myself throw up once today.
What is WRONG with me?
Restriction begins again tomorrow.
I need to get my head on straight and just focus. One fuck up doesn't warrant another one... I need to remember this.